This is the story of how I died, how I lived after that, and how I died again. Smiling Gives You Wrinkles Resting Nurse Face Keeps Me Pretty Shirt! Sometimes, people take no notice of what is happening to them. Sometimes, you and I, we are both engrossed by life that we forget to look around and marvel at the beauty of the cosmos. Sometimes, and most of the time, we are not living at all. I was a girl, just months away before my final teenage years, and life was beginning to get awfully dreary and passive. Every day, I sit by the same window pane, looking at the glaring sun hoping that its glare would brighten up the rest of my life. Ha! Stupid sun!